Today I learned that no matter how much you can tell yourself that things are over it doesn't necessarily make them so. On my way back home from the office I turned on my iPhone and didn't scroll down for my regular songs as I usually do but I listened to an old Iranian Song by Hayedeh.

I actually listened to it atleast 15 times today and sang along every word every time. What I realised was that I still have so much to give and so little people to give it to.

What does this mean? (except me having a sore throat now)

It means that once again I have been too involved with myself and have lost touch with what is most important in life: Affection!
Affection not merely for a lover but for everything. For life, work, study, progress, friends, family. And not to forget I have also lost the ability to be truly proud and happy about myself.

Maybe it's time for a change! Time will Tell!