There was this moment in which she showed emotion for the first time in all those years they knew each other. Unfortunately it was the last time they would ever speak.

Sometimes it takes years to end something...something it only takes 3 minutes!

I'm a 3 minute kinda guy!

"I cannot trust myself...." he says "...maybe it's because I have been doublecrossed one time too many and have started to to believe that this is the way the world works...." he sighs "...but only subconsciously fortunately!"

"Maybe she can change all that!" I suggest "Maybe she is the answer! Perhaps it would be easier for you to see it in that perspective! A more appropriate perspective and above all a more correct one."

"I know almost exactly how it is going to be..." he says while raising his glass to mine.
I remain silent, waiting for him to continue.
"It's going to be serene, peaceful and beautiful...." he smirks and continues "...well maybe not beautiful afterward!"
I still remain silent, holding on firmly to my drink....waiting for him to finish.
"I'll finish watching one of my favorite movies. It will be a very sentimental one, or maybe a very aggressive one...." he sips his drink "...haven't decided yet actually." he continues laughing awkwardly.
I act casually as if this is something I hear every single day, just to make sure that he keeps talking.
"So you don't exactly know how it is going to be then?" I joke and fake a smile while I sip my drink
"No.." he laughs genuinely "I guess I have to think about it even harder"
I raise my glass to him and say "There will be brighter days...because of the darker days!"

"You're right!"

"So have you thought about it?" she asks.
"Offcourse I have..." he pauses
"So? well?" She asks impatiently
"I don't know yet....I'm torned between my options." he replies while trying to casually look for his drink on the table
She looks at him "I think you should....either now or later"
He fakes a smile which can be interpreted in a thousand different ways "hmm I know!...maybe..."
"Maybe what?" she asks after waiting for him to finish his sentence for what seems an eternity.
Another fake smile is turned into a serious face midway as he stares into the horizon "...maybe we should just finish our drinks!"

"You always said: ......" and I tell her what she always told me!
She pauses for a second before she says: "My definition changed....is that ok?"

Sometimes it is just better to stop...leave it...and forget! Simply forget!

He trusts me with his secret. A secret which I don't want to know. Tells me of tales which I do not need to know. Stories I should not hear!
I try to tell him off but somehow...I belive that it is good that I know these things he tells me...not so much so I can use it against him....but more so that I think I could save him ith this knowledge.

He doesn't know this and he shouldn't....he should just tell me all of his secrets!

She calls me....unexpected...as always!
I answer my phone and she's not there....she is but she's miles away with her thoughts and her voice...talking to someone else...as always!
I call out her name....once, twice....at least four times before she hears me and says: "Oh sorry Nawid....hi :)"

Distracted as always she tells me about this and that....and gets interrupted twice in every sentence, so it seems! I'm frustrated but don't tell her this.
All we spend is few minutes before she reaches her destination and has to leave me behind.

This is exactly why I always said NO!

"This is all I can offer you" She says
He looks out of the window and says: "This is all I ask for" while he thinks to him self "You can't offer me anything and you know it!"

He calls me up and tells me all they discussed! I could have taped my side of our previous conversation. I tell him exactly the same thing as always! And he seems to be happy with that.

I think more than anything he just needs reassurance that everything is going to be allright!

"You nearly killed me..." he gasps "...but it is ok! I'm fine now!"
"I'm sorry" she whispers "Forgive me for I have hurt you so much..." her eyes water
"You didn't hurt me at all!" he comforts her "You showed me who I was and who I could be.." he continues "....I should thank you!"
She sighs deeply and finally says "I'm so glad I didn't know how great you really were....for then I would have never let you go!"
"So am I!!" he whispers barely audible

They don't say goodbye...and don't say anything...they just hang up!